Loosing someone u loved and care!!!

It's the hardest thing. It definetly is. Loosing someone u loved and care will be the hardest thing for me to go through with but then the faith and choice is not in my hand. It's out of my control and it's all well controlled and managed by the man above.

I can feel the distance between two of us lately (someone very close to me..'n' he is not my bf). Maybe he found someone new. It's so OBVIOUS that i am not wanted anymore as I was so used of the attention that he gave to me and things had changed and it was directly TAKEN away just like that and given to someone "New" in less than five days time. No more caring smses and the attention from him!!!! Ok i got it pretty clear 'n' now but anywayz i should be happy for him. It used to be fun when i received his smses and seeing him smile happily and cheerfully each time we met. His warm hugz definetly cheered up my day. But then now, things are different now and it doesn't really matter anyway.

Deric used to say "People come and people goes" i do believe it now and just that i don't expect it to happen so fast. This is tremendously suxs.
Good luck to you and the "New" person u found. All the best in everything you do. God bless both of u 'n' my blessing for both of u too. :)