To be or not to be ???

Angel was pissed off today. Wasn't with him when things happened but he tell me everything in msn. He told me he just fucked someone up and he was totally pissed off because he felt so betrayed and his contractors took him for granted. Trying so best to calm him down cause i am so upset to see him like this.

Reached home from work and slept till 10 pm. Angel called up say he wanted us to join him to Flam wanna release tension. I know he is not happy so off to Flam we (me and cc) went. Saw him there, still smilling and cheerful he is but deep down inside i know he is not happy. Let him enjoy first i said. Dance and drink we did and i managed to slip his attention away and talk to him and trying to listen to him. He told me everything. He was betrayed by his contractors and was so pissed off that they actually took him granted.

Gave him few advice told him to be more extra careful of the people surrounds him. Humans are selfish and they will easily back stab you or take you for granted including your close friends. I tried to cheer him up and gave him all the support and blessings i can. It did work somehow, he smiled and give me a big hugz and a kiss on my forehead. I suddenly feel so lucky to get his attention and care cause i never want to see him get upset and dissapointed. It start to make me wonder if my friends are worth of my trust and attention? Gosh!! life is so hard.

oh crapz it's 3 am in the morning and i still awake.. arghh that's all for the time being