Betrayed!!
What a way to start a Sunday morning for me..
1) I have to work full day - but after hearing the rumours spreading around about me, i don't
think i can anymore.. i feel like going home to cried out loud.. how typical of me.. anyhow i don't really know why lately i've been crying out loud like nobody's business.. i need to control myself.. i should.. tsk
2) Early in the morning, i've received a sms from someone who are not supposed to ask me these questions and who are not supposed to interfere with what i am doing now, asking me is it true that each time my ex wants to move out and i actually cried like shit?? 0.o wow WHAT NOW???.. everyone knew about it now?? holy crap.. and i know my ex is seeing someone i knew and of course i am still jealous.. i would be lying if i say i am anot.. the thing is the rumours had been going around for quite sometime and he is the one who spreads it.. which i do not believe at the first place because i've trusted him with all my heart and all my soul and i do not believe that he will do things like this to betray me.. i am so sad :( my eyes are red now.. what we had done previously and the embarassing part about me begging him and everything are meant to be secret.. not publicly and universally known..
3) I just don't know what to say anymore...
1) I have to work full day - but after hearing the rumours spreading around about me, i don't
think i can anymore.. i feel like going home to cried out loud.. how typical of me.. anyhow i don't really know why lately i've been crying out loud like nobody's business.. i need to control myself.. i should.. tsk
2) Early in the morning, i've received a sms from someone who are not supposed to ask me these questions and who are not supposed to interfere with what i am doing now, asking me is it true that each time my ex wants to move out and i actually cried like shit?? 0.o wow WHAT NOW???.. everyone knew about it now?? holy crap.. and i know my ex is seeing someone i knew and of course i am still jealous.. i would be lying if i say i am anot.. the thing is the rumours had been going around for quite sometime and he is the one who spreads it.. which i do not believe at the first place because i've trusted him with all my heart and all my soul and i do not believe that he will do things like this to betray me.. i am so sad :( my eyes are red now.. what we had done previously and the embarassing part about me begging him and everything are meant to be secret.. not publicly and universally known..
3) I just don't know what to say anymore...
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stay strong.