It's time...

These few weeks had been the biggest mind game challenge for me.
Been through the shittiest moment..
Emotional breakdown..
Crying like nobody's business..
Waiting..
Doubtfulness..
Curiousity..
Asking myself..
WHY???
Do people change that fast, that drastically???
Blaming myself for what happenend..
The rumours..
The gossip..
The allegations..
The turned down offer that leads it back to insulting me at the end..
The big question is still
WHY??? is playing in my mind
Is this pay back time??
Maybe it is..
I had always believed in Karma so far which is not proven scientifically true but you ought to believe it..
I had vow that i will step back..
I will not interfere anymore..
I'm tired because i tried to hard to continue our Friendship..
To everyone whom had been worrying about me..
Sorry guys.. I had wake up already..
I had face the fact and the truth..
I am ready to step back..

-Bev-