It's not OVER??

Well sometimes i just wouldn't understand certain types of people that actually existed in this world.. Lately, i started to realise that guys can be ridiculously bitchy too.. Everything seemed to be backwards lately as in.. guys.. BITCHY.. well why do i even bother about what people said but sometimes i just couldn't help it.. look, i am just a normal human who would probably gave out the same respond as others in regarding of people bitching about me for no reason and for some other thingy that (outsiders) are not supposed to know about it.. Oh well for cry out loud.. it's the past.. Is it necessary to pin point whose fault it is even though things are over and are no longer the same??

Cny was a great one.. Spent most of my time at home with my family because i tend to get homesick easily knowing that i do not have much time to go back to my hometown anymore since i started to work.. As what i've predicted the issue of the groom got married and the bride is not me is not over yet.. I had loads people asking me this question "Hey.. the groom got married and how come the bride is not you?".. or "Got new (Friend) already"? i am trying to avoid this issue as what i've mentioned earlier on.. It's over and it's the past and no point of bringing it back or even discussing or mentioning about it.. I just gave out a cynical smile and said.. Oh well.. he doesn't want me.. Simple as that.. cause i seriously do not think it is necessary to explain everything since things had been fated this way that we broke up because he couldn't wait and he got married with my friend and i am not the bride.. Things had been arranged and fated this way and that is what i always believed in..

I thought it was over and i am happily leading towards my own singlehood life.. going out on dates with whoever i want and now i can concentrate on my new path and journey until when i visited my so called grand uncle's house during cny.. I got really irritated and annoyed for this first time in 2007 when he started to talk about me and my x.. FYI he is very close to my x's family and whatever i heard from him.. it's not something good that it actually simplifies what type of person my x is.. I was told that i looked down upon on his family that i am so high standard that him and his family doesn't suits me because i am so bloody high standard.. I was dumbfounded and giving out my WTF look to my granduncle.. Mom saw my annoyed and irritated face and she is trying to cool me down.. I just smiled and said "no, just that things had been fated this way so what is the whole point of bringing it out when he is already married granduncle" and my granduncle goes on spilling out everything that he knew from that Bastard.. I always remembered that we used to argued about sending our future children to chinese or english school.. and guess what? My granduncle mentioned that and deep down inside my heart i was thinking wtf.. even he knew about this and gee.. what else did i missed out..

And granduncle goes on and on that i do not even bother to continue listening.. He concluded that issue with me being stupid of not grabbing this oppurtunity since he is the only son and his mother is so damn rich.. What is the use of being rich when u're just another spoilt brat who only lives in the comfort zone level and taking everything over which had been nicely prepared for you?? For god's sake.. for the sake of yourself and for me.. stop making up stories and pin pointing that it's my fault infront of everyone else.. It's over for god's sake.. Be a gentleman and stop all this for god's sake.. You are married and please leave me alone.. Stop making everyone see that you are the victim of what i did.. It's no one to be blame but two of us that things doesn't work out ok.. It's not my fault that you have to marry someone else.. You choose that remember.. You are the one who choose your own path and future.. You got what you want now and please do me a favour.. Leave me alone for god's sake.. PLEASE.. I am happily leading towards a new life and i don't need shits like this anymore ok..

I even regretted of not slapping you for making me cry but i always believe in karma.. what comes around goes around..