Life

Dear.. i almost come this close of comitting suicide.. "x" said when we met up for supper.. "x" is a very close friend of mine.. Seeing the poor boy acting this way really breaks my heart.. Never seen him like this before and that night he pours everything out feeling sick with his work, sick with his life and basically sick of everything..

Having the miserable thoughts like this is part of growing up process.. i told him that at most time i do felt sick of everything but comitting suicide is not the only way to end things.. Try to look at the bright side of life maybe it isn't that bad after all when we doesnt put much of expectation and hopes in our life.. With that we will get satisfied easily even over small achievement and sucess in life.. If you think your life is sucks, think about those unfortunate one.. to think of it, i am considered lucky compared to some people although i am now living through a simple life.. Having the hard time at work lately really got me de-motivated but i always tell myself to think positively and it is all learning process.. Some people are fated to learn through the hard ways and some people are just born with lucks..

Well.. no matter what.. i am still glad that i have my family and great friends to turn to when i am not happy unlike some people who doesnt even have a close relationship with their own family..