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Eeps.. this is like an abandoned blog.. or perhaps i am just not in the mood to update my blog as regularly as what i did last time.. Hmm maybe nothing interesting to blog about or just being procastinating again.. hehe

Life has been ulterly crayzee for me in terms of personal and working life.. It's CRAYZEE, HECTIC, DEPRESSING at the same time.. Too many things happened.. especially in the month of May.. a bad luck month for me.. *sobz*

1) I got robbed early of May.. my bag was snatched by a malay culprit while i was having dinner with my housemate at uptown.. I guess things just happen for a reason, like i normally don't bring my bag out for dinner and the day i am with my bag with loadsa cash inside and my other sentimental value items are inside.. its all gone with the wind.. Bah.. the hassle of replacing all the stolen and valuable items is literally pain in the arse and tormenting.. I wanted to sit at the second roll which is not near to the road side but my housie insist of seating at the first roll where is just beside the road.. if only i insist not listen.. maybe that wouldn't happen.. But think of it.. it is not really fair to blame her as again.. things happen for a reason.. I was in terrible shock and badly shaken as i really don't know what to do.. No one helped!! i think it is very easy to grab that malay pig because he was running passing by all the tables and someone could have do something like use the chair to whack him or put their leg out to hook him so that he will be tripping over or just pulled his collar or anything.. Guess that this is typical Malaysian choosing to mind their own business rather than being hero or someone helpful over something..

I was devastated, upset, shaken and stonned.. I really don't know what to do because i was thinking about how to get over the month of may with little cash in my bank account.. The police report moment was literally pain the arse thinking of the idiotic police react and his stupid statement and question really pissed me off that i should have just took off my flip flop and stuff into his idiotic mouth.. Well i was pissed for what happened i know this is not a big deal but hey come on.. we pay for your salary dickheads.. grrr... It was a tiring and a bad night as everything is gone including my 3 yrs old w550i walkman phone with aiden and family pictures inside.. I almost burst into tears when i think about it.. and thinking why is this happening to me.. but look on the bright side.. i was lucky to be ok and didn't sustain any injuries otherwise it will be even worst and not worth it right?? Oh well.. things happen for a reason..

2) I was in terrible pain for a tooth decay.. Smart arse of me for ignoring the chipped tooth and the hole that grew bigger and decided to give me terrible pain after i had my bread which accidentally stuck in the hole with sudden pressure and end up giving me terrible pain.. I couldn't sleep.. i woke up 2 rounds to swallow panadol hoping that the pain will go away just like previously.. but it didnt for the next day.. the pain is still there.. the pain actually goes all the way up to my ear.. i am in pain.. i looked miserable, moody and black faced.. i tried not to think of the pain but i can't.. the pain is distracting my concentration at work.. i couldn't focus.. i decided to ask around.. if anyone know where is the nearest dentist because i need to do something about it despite of how much i hate to go to the dentist.. I went to the dentist nearby hoping that it will be just a small matter.. neither did i expect and stumbled upon the doctor told me after i literally beg him to remove my tooth.. i was slapped with a big sum on my pathetic face..

WHAT?? do i have a choice?? i asked the doc

Yes you do.. doc thien replied

Like what?? i asked

If you remove, you probably need minor surgery because after looking through you have strong teeth and it is not that easy to remove like the normal removal procedure.. of course we need to x ray first.. after removed, you cannot leave it empty like that.. let me show u this chart.. (he show me a chart of before and after effect).. if u leave it empty, long run the position of your other teeth will run and your gums will be affected and maybe it will dropped easily.. to prevent that from happening.. you need to go through loadsa procedure like bridging and implant which may cost u few GRANDS??

FEW GRANDS??? Oh my... what's the next option.. I asked

ROOT CANAL.. which may be painful process.. you need to spend about 45 minutes for every 3 visit.. we will save your tooth by removing the damaged pulps (viens) and you only need to pay RM900 bucks..

Oh man.. looks like i have no other choice right.. i replied in terrible pain.. Just do it la..

OK.. here it goes.. open your mouth big big.. BIGGER.. BIGGER... AHHHHH... NOT BIG... BIGGERRR... AHHH.. abit pain ah... you will feel slightly pain..

ABIT??? IT'S FUCKING PAINFUL OK.. I ALMOST PASSED OUT DURING THE 2ND PROCEDURE.. HOW DO I DESCRIBE THE PAIN.. like zzzzz in low tune (not painful) and suddenly ZZZZZZZ in the highest tune (FUCKING PAINFUL).. sigh.. another one to go next Monday.. the last one.. i hope it is not painful like the 2nd one which leave me in pain for few days to the extend that the pain killer doesnt do any justice at all.. bah i just hate it..

Apart from the bag with almost 2k damage and the tooth with almost 1k damage i have other small personal things that happened as well.. (i've put high hope on something that i got very dissapointed over the result.. i tot i could just start a new life with that but guess that it's not my time to switch over yet.. darn...) then some small stuff like my favourite sandal's buckle broken into two, my jeans torn at the wrong side (near to the middle vagina part).. eeps i think i have sharp thorn in my vagina.. hahaha

Anyway i am looking forward for good things to come.. really.. enough of the bad luck month.. give me good news.. PUHlesseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee