It has been a while
Since the last time i ponder my thoughts on my blog..
Many things happened for the couple weeks and i don't even know where i should start..
Happy and upsetting issues to be exact..
I've decided to take break from blogging in order to have more time for myself, my loved ones and my closed ones and to re-adjust myself and my life particularly..
I sorta see the light and sign that i should change my mindset towards everything in life..Re-adjusting my mindset to begin with.. Instead of focusing what i don't want.. i might as well as focus on what i want.. Focusing on what i don't want means i am attracting more of it.. That really explains why my life is constantly full with drama.. no matter what it is.. almost everything.. most of it end up to be super drama mama.. When i mentioned drama.. i am for real.. real drama like what you can see from the TVB Hong Kong drama.. it is as good as comparing to that.. :)
*you must been thinking.. Oooo emmm gee.. Bev is over exaggerating-lah.. how can anyone's life be that drama like what she just explained* let me tell you.. no i am not.. i am for real..
I have been constantly reminded by friends around me since eons agao that..
"Hey Bev.. you have to stop being so nice.. It's time.. you have to love yourself more than you love anyone else.. Screw those who doesn't appreciate you..seriously.. no one can love you more except for yourself.. It's time to be selfish.. You should focus on what you want.. not what others want.. Focus on what you want.. and you will achieve it one day.. It's the matter of time and let the time decide on that.. Please don't waste your time and kill your brain cells for the unnecessary.."
Apart from the dramas and trying to re-adjust my life... i am all good.. :) happy, cheerful, cheeky & playful as always..
Oya.. did i tell u i have a new haircut?? AGAIN?? yes AGAIN!!! How diff can it be?? Front still the same..Quite big diff especially on the side view.. Mom is not going to be happy with this new look.. Here it is.. :P *please excuse me for snapping picture in the toilet*
This is not what i wanted.. but the stylist insisted to perform the change and he took so much effort trying to explain how it gonna look like.. and i can't visualize that time.. it was 10:30 in the morning.. too early for me to visualize.. and i told him.. as long as you don't touch my fringe.. i won't end up looking like a lesbian or too boyish.. i am fine.. " Danny the macho hairstylist laughed.. HAHAHA..
As usual and again i trust people easily.. One day kena con also i won't know.. but i memang always kena con..
I gave him the greenlight to "snip, chop & cut".. After so called transformation.. i was abit stunned.. rather worried about what mom gonna say when she sees me.. consperm she gonna nag.. but.. the side is quite short ya??.. but.. *after a while* hey.. kinda cool wat (maybe trying to comfort myself)
At first i couldn't accept the so call transformation as i have mentioned so many times that i am not that adventurous myself.. but hey.. quite cool wat.. Mcm itu Rihanna pulak kan??
What do you think?? Honest opinion pls
Kthxbai
xoxo
@Bev@
Many things happened for the couple weeks and i don't even know where i should start..
Happy and upsetting issues to be exact..
I've decided to take break from blogging in order to have more time for myself, my loved ones and my closed ones and to re-adjust myself and my life particularly..
I sorta see the light and sign that i should change my mindset towards everything in life..Re-adjusting my mindset to begin with.. Instead of focusing what i don't want.. i might as well as focus on what i want.. Focusing on what i don't want means i am attracting more of it.. That really explains why my life is constantly full with drama.. no matter what it is.. almost everything.. most of it end up to be super drama mama.. When i mentioned drama.. i am for real.. real drama like what you can see from the TVB Hong Kong drama.. it is as good as comparing to that.. :)
*you must been thinking.. Oooo emmm gee.. Bev is over exaggerating-lah.. how can anyone's life be that drama like what she just explained* let me tell you.. no i am not.. i am for real..
I have been constantly reminded by friends around me since eons agao that..
"Hey Bev.. you have to stop being so nice.. It's time.. you have to love yourself more than you love anyone else.. Screw those who doesn't appreciate you..seriously.. no one can love you more except for yourself.. It's time to be selfish.. You should focus on what you want.. not what others want.. Focus on what you want.. and you will achieve it one day.. It's the matter of time and let the time decide on that.. Please don't waste your time and kill your brain cells for the unnecessary.."
Apart from the dramas and trying to re-adjust my life... i am all good.. :) happy, cheerful, cheeky & playful as always..
Oya.. did i tell u i have a new haircut?? AGAIN?? yes AGAIN!!! How diff can it be?? Front still the same..Quite big diff especially on the side view.. Mom is not going to be happy with this new look.. Here it is.. :P *please excuse me for snapping picture in the toilet*
This is not what i wanted.. but the stylist insisted to perform the change and he took so much effort trying to explain how it gonna look like.. and i can't visualize that time.. it was 10:30 in the morning.. too early for me to visualize.. and i told him.. as long as you don't touch my fringe.. i won't end up looking like a lesbian or too boyish.. i am fine.. " Danny the macho hairstylist laughed.. HAHAHA..
As usual and again i trust people easily.. One day kena con also i won't know.. but i memang always kena con..
I gave him the greenlight to "snip, chop & cut".. After so called transformation.. i was abit stunned.. rather worried about what mom gonna say when she sees me.. consperm she gonna nag.. but.. the side is quite short ya??.. but.. *after a while* hey.. kinda cool wat (maybe trying to comfort myself)
At first i couldn't accept the so call transformation as i have mentioned so many times that i am not that adventurous myself.. but hey.. quite cool wat.. Mcm itu Rihanna pulak kan??
What do you think?? Honest opinion pls
Kthxbai
xoxo
@Bev@
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