As many of you may be wondering..
Why is my tolerance level that high?
How can i tolerate all the nonsense and drama?
Why am i so nice?
Why do i always forgive?
How do i feel deep down inside?
How do i move on so quickly?
Why didn't i confront?
Why didn't i make such big fuss about what happened?
Why didn't i revenge?
And the list goes on
The (why)s and the (how)s it will never end
To be frank.. I want a peaceful and happy life
That's why..
I don't move on that quickly.. Are you nuts?? I am a human with compassion and i belong to the soft hearted species.. I heal when time goes by of course telling myself i need to be strong and cannot get all this get into my way ever again..
By not able to move on that quickly..sometimes deep down inside i am struggling also especially when times i got overly emotional especially when i tend to think too much..
But I keep reminding myself that life is so short and i cannot waste time for all this nonsense..
I thank god that i have a wonderful life, wonderful family and wonderful loved ones to be with me that help me to get through this..
I shall live life to the fullest even i don't know what's next waiting and expecting for me..
I choose not to confront or hate anyone for what they did..
Simply because I can't afford to kill myself mentally and emotionally and i seriously do not have the energy and time to entertain all this..
I mostly choose to quietly move away and move out.. I am not a person who likes or want to find fault..
Some friends think i am dangerous because i choose to remain silence all the time that most of them doesn't even know what i am thinking..
Words and action can hurt one's feelings but silence, it can damage a person. Silence speaks louder than you'll ever know.
I guess that's just me.. This has been my style since day one..
Being silence and keeping everything to myself is not a good thing i know.. but.. is it time to change to be a better person to let others know how i felt or just be who i am being ignorant choose to be the happy, cheerful and cheeky me and continue what i do best??
How can i tolerate all the nonsense and drama?
Why am i so nice?
Why do i always forgive?
How do i feel deep down inside?
How do i move on so quickly?
Why didn't i confront?
Why didn't i make such big fuss about what happened?
Why didn't i revenge?
And the list goes on
The (why)s and the (how)s it will never end
To be frank.. I want a peaceful and happy life
That's why..
I don't move on that quickly.. Are you nuts?? I am a human with compassion and i belong to the soft hearted species.. I heal when time goes by of course telling myself i need to be strong and cannot get all this get into my way ever again..
By not able to move on that quickly..sometimes deep down inside i am struggling also especially when times i got overly emotional especially when i tend to think too much..
But I keep reminding myself that life is so short and i cannot waste time for all this nonsense..
I thank god that i have a wonderful life, wonderful family and wonderful loved ones to be with me that help me to get through this..
I shall live life to the fullest even i don't know what's next waiting and expecting for me..
I choose not to confront or hate anyone for what they did..
Simply because I can't afford to kill myself mentally and emotionally and i seriously do not have the energy and time to entertain all this..
I mostly choose to quietly move away and move out.. I am not a person who likes or want to find fault..
Some friends think i am dangerous because i choose to remain silence all the time that most of them doesn't even know what i am thinking..
Words and action can hurt one's feelings but silence, it can damage a person. Silence speaks louder than you'll ever know.
I guess that's just me.. This has been my style since day one..
Being silence and keeping everything to myself is not a good thing i know.. but.. is it time to change to be a better person to let others know how i felt or just be who i am being ignorant choose to be the happy, cheerful and cheeky me and continue what i do best??
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