Everything happens for a reason

Everything happens for a reason..
Right or wrong..
We all learn and always be thankful and grateful for whatever reason and outcome..
I've learn and still learning mine..

The past months (which is almost 1 year) has been a major emotional roller coaster ride for me..
I've also learn that some things are better left unsaid.. Truth is always hard, ugly and hurtful..
The truth will always hurts but that is also the way how we move on for new life and new beginning..

I am certainly unsure how i am feeling till now since that day..
I was really heart broken at first but for now pretty much adamant for whatever that i'm hearing or been getting.. I just wish i won't need to listen or hear anything anymore.. I need a break.. really..

Dear God.. I think.. i'm a very simple girl who hardly ask for much only ask for guide and protection for my family, my friends and my loved ones on their well-being and life.. But i am very sure you have a special arrangement for me.. by letting me going through all this is just a test for me to be a much stronger person?? I always thought i am a tough cookie..but it is proven that i am not.. what i can do now is try my best to put live life to the fullest.. chin up and head high up and face my journey with positive mind..

Oh well.. Like a close guy friend of mine said over whatsapp.. when hope is too far from reality.. it's time to let go when walk away.. and the best part is i am someone who has major problem of letting go..

Hmmm...